The Memories

It's hard thing when you are thinking about a beautiful memories and you know that it's was the best thing happened in your life . 
sometime I live this feeling , will it's not sometime it's all the time , I see a quick flash passes front of my eye it's make me cry and smile in the same time like a crazy! 
I envy the fly it can't remember anything because it have a memories last for 3 seconds , lucky fly ..
the most hard memories that killing me it's when I remember people I had lost them .
There is no pill you can take it if you want forget the memories , you mast suffer every time you remember , u mast cry until you fall sleep or until your eye get swollen .
We don't need iPhone or iPad or blackberry we need a pill to forget the memories that hurt us and let's crying . Please we need it